Listening to the Voices in my Head

Two weeks since cortisone harpooning.

I have noticed some improvement, although Mr S said he hoped for more.  Because he's retired from the surgical practice, he has referred me to another osteo surgeon. 

Yanno, I am not looking forward to this, to have yet another doctor presume that I must be stuffing my face with ice cream and cake, sitting on my ass doing nothing. 

As much as I dread it

Tomorrow, I go for my ultrasound guided injection into my left knee joint.  Because right now, even icing and pain meds are working. If fewking HURTS.  Even keeping my leg in the knee brace isn't helping.  Move the leg, sharp stabbing pain, don't move the leg, continuous low level throbbing pain.

Why does everything that will 'fix' me have to hurt like hell?