I keep putting on a smiling face

But right now, I have a bit of leaking around my eyelids. 

If someone has chronic pain, and they tell you it's ok... they hurt.

If someone has chronic pain, and says it's hurt, you can bet your bottom dollar it f**king hurts like hell.

I don't like taking pain killers. They make my head fuzzy and funny.  But today, I have had enough of it. I haven't slept in 3 nights, as I have had to try to sleep with the %#$$@ thigh to ankle scaffold.

I'm exhausted, depressed, and in a lot of pain.  NOT a good combination.